On a rainy night, the school beauty knocked on my door and asked for shelter
Chapter Summary
"You ungrateful bastard, just like your bastard dad, no matter how good he is to you, you still turn against me and leave without saying a word! She saw a light blue silk scarf sticking out from the gap in her daughter's suitcase - that was the one they had chosen together on Su Yuqing's twelfth birthday. That is, your mother will suddenly come back to see you and love you at a certain time.
Chapter 73
Mother is finally back!
Chen Mo's words made Su Yuqing extremely excited.
Tears were still hanging on her eyelashes, and she choked with sobs as her throat rolled.
She suddenly boldly grabbed Chen Mo's wrist in front of her mother, followed him and prepared to leave.
A tiny gap opened in Li Mingyu's room, and the sound of his mother smashing the lucky cat let him know that a dispute had occurred outside.
But being so young, he didn't know what was going on and didn't dare to speak out.
"You ungrateful bastard, just like your bastard dad, no matter how good he is to you, you still turn against me and leave without saying a word!
They are all ungrateful.
They are all ungrateful!
Let’s go, let’s all go.
I can live without you!
You are all ungrateful people!
" Li Fengzhi seemed to be scolding Su Yuqing, but also seemed to be mumbling to herself, repeating some words.
Her skinny back hit the faded wallpaper heavily, and her daughter's blurry silhouette was reflected in her dilated pupils.
Her lips twitched nervously as she repeated "ungrateful bastard", pulling out a strand of her gray and white hair every time she said it.
When Su Yuqing saw her mother slowly sliding down to the ground, her heart trembled and she couldn't help but slow down her steps.
Seeing Su Yuqing stop, Li Fengzhi immediately looked at her, with a glimmer of hope to persuade her to stay, and said: "Yuqing, you were hospitalized with pneumonia when you were six years old...
I stayed by your side for three days and three nights without closing my eyes...
And your father was diving in the Maldives with his new love, and his phone was full of pictures he took of the vixen!
"Her hoarse voice was like a rusty iron sheet scraping against glass.
She looked at Su Yuqing tremblingly, "Is mom not good to you?
Why did you leave?
Why didn't you even want to say a word to mom before you left?
"Seeing her mother's haggard appearance, which seemed to have aged by decades, Su Yuqing couldn't stop her tears from flowing.
However, she still managed to suppress her reluctance and looked at her mother and said, "Mom, goodbye.
I've left everything I want to say on the note on the dining table...
"After saying that, she pulled her suitcase and quickly walked out of the room.
She was afraid that if she stayed even for a moment longer, she might not be able to make up her mind to leave.
The setting sun shone through the gauze curtains, creating a boundary between light and dark on Li Fengzhi's face.
She saw a light blue silk scarf sticking out from the gap in her daughter's suitcase - that was the one they had chosen together on Su Yuqing's twelfth birthday.
Memories suddenly flooded back like a tide.
She remembered the first time she touched the warm swaddling clothes in the delivery room, the night of her divorce when her daughter grabbed the corner of her clothes and said, "Mom, please don't leave me", and Su Yuqing always tried her best to show her a cute and cheerful smile.
Li Fengzhi stood up stiffly, suddenly staggered to the dining table, and touched the note her daughter had left on the table before leaving with trembling fingertips.
On the page torn from the notebook, written in beautiful handwriting was Su Yuqing's full gratitude and love for her, without a single word of resentment or accusation, and she even expressed concern at the end.
[…Mom, remember to take Dextromethorphan on time.
Don't leave the medicine lying around.
Remember to put it in the second compartment of the TV cabinet.
You'll see it there when you pick up the remote control to watch TV, so you won't forget to take it…]Suddenly, Li Fengzhi's whole body trembled, and her expression seemed to change.
The corridor sensor lights lit up one after another with the sound of the door closing, and Su Yuqing's last silhouette looking back was cut into pieces by the security door.
Li Fengzhi's trembling fingertips almost crushed the message in her hand, and the words on it blurred into a blurry ink ball in her tears.
She suddenly pushed aside a chair and rushed to the entrance, her slippers making a messy echo in the corridor.
“Qingqing——”The hoarse call startled the sparrows on the windowsill of the corridor.
Su Yuqing, who had already walked down the next set of stairs and turned the corner, stayed where she was after hearing her mother's call.
Su Yuqing's whole body was shaken, and the wheels of the suitcase were stuck at the stairs and could not move down.
Chen Mo clearly felt her fingertips stiffen instantly, like frozen butterfly wings.
As if she heard her daughter stop, Li Fengzhi immediately ran over quickly.
Because she went down the stairs too fast, she almost fell down the last two steps, and her head accidentally hit the wall.
Her messy hair was immediately stained with blood from the collision between her forehead and the wall.
"Qingqing, don't go.
It's mom's fault.
Mom was wrong!
Mom won't scold you anymore.
" Hearing her mother's name, Su Yuqing couldn't control herself for a moment.
Tears burst out of her eyes and she threw herself into her mother's arms.
"Mom!
" Su Yuqing finally cried out loud, and this cry shattered the ice that had been there for many years.
Finally...
I finally saw my mother come back again.
It has been almost three years since I last saw my mother.
Although her heart was trembling, Su Yuqing knew that the time her mother would come back was always very short...
very short!
In no more than an hour, she would be gone again.
"Good girl, mom knows you've been wronged over the years.
It's all mom's fault.
" Li Fengzhi hugged Su Yuqing and cried.
At this moment, even Chen Mo was surprised by this strange scene.
But he could feel that the Li Fengzhi in front of him was obviously not the same Li Fengzhi as before.
It's like...
like a completely different person.
Whether it's expression, tone or action.
Chen Mo's feeling was correct.
The Li Fengzhi in front of him and the Li Fengzhi just now were two different personalities of the same person.
Li Fengzhi has developed a split personality since being provoked by Su Chengfeng.
He is very normal when he is normal, but when he gets crazy, he will take it out on Su Yuqing.
At the beginning, she really only had these two personalities.
But every time she bullied her daughter, she would fall into deep self-blame.
In this state of inner torment, her third personality was born.
A personality that only appears on very, very rare occasions, and has eyes only for his precious daughter.
The reason why this situation rarely occurs is that no matter how wronged or painful Su Yuqing is, she always tries her best to smile at her mother instead of looking sad.
She would try her best to digest all the negative energy she encountered by herself, and only when she really couldn't digest it would she show her vulnerability and pain in front of Li Fengzhi.
When this situation occurs, Li Fengzhi's third personality will come online.
Under this personality, she will pour all her love into her precious daughter and do everything she can to protect her.
All the debts caused by the other two personalities and all the grievances and pains suffered by the daughter became sins that she had to bear and repay.
So under this personality, she will prioritize her daughter's emotions and care for her as much as possible.
This is also one of the reasons why Su Yuqing has been able to persevere despite carrying so many negative emotions alone for so many years.
That is, your mother will suddenly come back to see you and love you at a certain time.
This is an important expectation for her during the many sad and painful moments over the years.
(End of this chapter)