On a rainy night, the school beauty knocked on my door and asked for shelter

Chapter 98
Lin Yu'an!

Seeing Chen Mo turned his head, the boys who had teased Lin Yu'an immediately restrained themselves and stopped making any noise.

Everyone quickly pretended nothing had happened and turned their heads back.

Only after Lin Yu'an wiped the water off the stool and sat back in his seat, he suddenly took out a notebook from the drawer and wrote something on it.

Then he tore off the paper from the page where something was written and stuffed it into his trouser pocket.

Others have rumored that Lin Yu'an has a Death Note because he often does this kind of thing.

Every time he was bullied, he would take out his notebook and write something, then tear off what he had written and put it in his trouser pocket.

Someone once forcibly took it out and looked at it, and written on it were the names of some people who had just bullied him.

This is also the reason why Lin Yu'an was rumored to have a Death Note.

Of course, this is purely a joke about the Death Note.

No one paid attention to this little episode, but Chen Mo saw it.

Starting over again, Su Yuqing's problem was solved, Zhou Hao's problem was also solved, and as for Lin Yu'an's problem, he thought about it and decided that if he had the chance, he would find a way to help solve it.

Judging from Lin Yu'an's behavior towards small animals, he is a very thoughtful person.

It's just that due to the environment he grew up in, he seems very clumsy in getting along with outsiders.

So much so that this clumsiness turned into indifference in the eyes of others.

This caused others to be unhappy and bullied.

He was a quiet person to begin with, and after being bullied, he became even more quiet and indifferent to others.

This indirectly aroused others' disgust towards his attitude.

At the same time, he became increasingly unwilling to interact with outsiders, because in his interactions with them, others were disgusted with him and only bullied him.

This caused him to develop a closed psychological environment early on.

But unless you have always lived alone, this closed psychological environment can easily lead to isolation, exclusion, or even bullying in a larger environment.

Thus a vicious cycle begins.

Lin Yu'an has grown up under the influence of this vicious cycle.

This also made him more withdrawn and indifferent.

In his eyes, the humans around him looked more like wriggling monsters.

On the contrary, he can open his heart to small animals.

But one day, in an environment full of decay and monsters, a ray of light suddenly forced its way into his world.

This tore a hole in his long-closed heart, allowing the sunlight from the outside world to shine in.

At the beginning, when Chen Mo helped Lin Yu'an, he treated Chen Mo no differently than ordinary people.

He was not grateful for Chen Mo's help, but just regarded his behavior as a kind of order manager, practicing his own order and establishing his own status.

It was not until later when Chen Mo took the trouble to lend him a helping hand after discovering that he was being bullied that the ice in his heart finally melted a little.

It turns out that there is not only some rotten carrion around him.

Like Zhou Hao, Lin Yu'an also grew up in a single-parent family.

But he grew up to be the other extreme of Zhou Hao.

Without a father, Zhou Hao trained himself to be a capable man at home, a strong supporter of his mother's needs.

Meanwhile, Lin Yu'an, without a father, was a delicate child, making him a target for others, as someone without a father to bully.

One is a tough guy who withstands pressure and shows that he can stand on his own even without the protection of his parents.

One is sinking under pressure, falling completely into the abyss, and becoming very eager for a power similar to fatherly love to appear in his life, to bring him a sense of security, to give him a harbor to avoid danger, and to give him an arm to rely on.

Suddenly one day, the person he had been waiting for really showed up.

The appearance of Chen Mo almost completely fits his imagination of a father who can protect him, care for him and give him a sense of security.

Of course, he did not regard Chen Mo as a father, but as a hero who could protect him unconditionally like a father.

Even because he has always longed for such an existence to appear in his heart.

One day, God finally responded to his wish and sent such a being into his life.

In his heart, this being was naturally promoted to an extraordinary existence.

Father, hero, savior, an originally ordinary person was given too much transcendent value in Lin Yu'an's heart.

This is mainly because he is too eager for such a person to appear.

When he was a child, he coveted hope from his homeroom teacher, but that male teacher did not give him hope and even pushed him into the abyss.

The head teacher only had a good face towards students with good academic performance, and a disgusted face towards those with poor academic performance.

Lin Yu'an's personality made him afraid to ask if he didn't understand, and he didn't dare to say if he didn't hear or see clearly.

There was a time when his grades were very bad, which caused the teacher to dislike him.

When he sought help from the teacher, the teacher sneered at him, thinking that he was being bullied because he was a poor student and that he deserved to be bullied.

"Why don't they bully the top three students in the class?

Why do they have to bully you?

""You should think about your own problems instead of complaining to the teacher.

""A fly won't bite an egg without cracks.

"……To the young Lin Yu'an, every word the teacher said was like a sledgehammer hitting his heart.

When he regarded the male teacher as a savior who could be regarded as a father, and expected him to save himself.

But I never thought that I would be despised and scolded by him like this.

I had clearly seen that he was usually very amiable, so I mustered up the courage to go find him.

At that moment, the harm caused to Lin Yu'an by just a few simple words was greater than that caused by all the people who bullied him combined.

It turns out that the teacher's kindness is just an exclusive attitude towards a specific group of people.

From that moment on, Lin Yu'an became more and more closed off from his heart.

But it also made me more motivated.

Later, with the help of his childhood sweetheart, the neighbor girl Ling Yudie, his grades finally improved.

However, even though Lin Yu'an's personality remained unchanged, his ability to acquire knowledge in school was still lacking.

It is obviously not enough to rely solely on Ling Yudie's tutoring.

After all, the premise for Ling Yudie to tutor him is that Ling Yudie herself has sufficient insights.

But Ling Yudie's own performance was only average.

(End of this chapter)